Just because I fell at the entrance, it doesn't mean that I cannot get up and knock again. Sometimes, actually this is just what we need to do in order to see that maybe we are not on the right way of life. Sometimes we just have to fall and than get up, and rediscover the World. Rediscover ourselves. So what if I lost the phone with all the phone numbers inside, some of them of which probably I shouldn't even have memorized? Maybe that was the way in which Life tells me that I should get rid of whoever is not near me. Maybe is just a way in which I am born again. I shake. I started shaking some years ago. But now I feel I am stabilizing...or somehow. I don't like what I do...I don't want to do science. Science is dirty. I want something else. Some thing that stimulates my adrenaline level. Something that can make me happy.
I lost all my past. Now, I am recovering from it only what still matters. I don't know what will happen this year, but it will be something big. I re-fell in love with butterflies. I did forget how happy butterflies can be.
asa sa fie !
ReplyDeleteThat is a good start, honey!
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