February 2, 2011

1+1=1. Always...


Lost in a World of nonsense I fell that my thoughts don't fit in my brain anymore. So I have to spit it out..or write it out...So..Here is me, taking the last train to wherever. I don't know where it stops...but it seems I meet nice people in this trip. And I am completely changing my life from one day to another. I can't be sure of anything and I feel like a blind man trying to cross the street. Sometimes, somebody knows how and when to raise his eyebrow and smile and helps me to get on the other side. Sometimes I sleep on my friend's couch while doing "girls small talking"...But most of the times I stick between the four walls of my room, only with my big elephant with pink years and "the cow". I have feelings and thoughts. More than I should. More than it's allowed in this World, in this Time. I have learned so many times that 1+1=1. And this makes me feel uncomfortable on this Planet. 
Confused, like a baby,  I am searching for something...for me. Maybe one day I will read this again and I will laugh. Maybe one day I will find myself again.
Welcome, I guess! :)


 

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  2. That makes the two of us.
    Sometimes, that 1 you need to make 1+1=1 is not necessarily an opposite sex. It can be only a friend... or your cat. :)

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