Reverse

What I wrote was: "The kid needs you from different reasons...I grow older later than you do...someday we will be "non-humans" in the same space and time....I like you when you are "non-human"...
What you wrote: "No excesses, ok, kid?"
 Countdown(ing) gets the time reversed and spots of seconds start going faster on FFWD (for those who don't know: fast forward) ... The emptiness of the heart doesn't come from the emptiness of the mind, but the other way around. Everything starts going backwards at some point. Forces drag you, me, us, the World, bringing you, me, us, the World to the point where the mistakes have been done.
 Japan, Libya, London, Rome, Paris, U.S., Russia, China, war, earthquake, blood, bombs, chains, weapons, hate, internal terror, spring, blossom, clean air, birds, flowers, green..black..white..gray...end...start...reverse.
I find you after ages, as a beautiful mistake that none of us should have done....I find you as you should have been at one point...I find you reversed...
"Go back and find the pattern....afterwords, touch the margins and look for the imperfections...if it's there, repair it...it's superficial...if you don't find it, go deeper, towards the center....after you find it, be sure that you can make some plastic surgery to get rid of the scar. Come on, woman! You are in the Plastic Surgery century! Boobs, asses, noses, lips, hips, bellies, eyes, sexuality,sensuality, minds, souls, EVERYTHING can be upgraded..." (From: "Dialog with myself - stories that are not to be told" - maybe some day I will really start writing this book.Me.)

When is the end and when is the beginning? If everything tends towards circularity, there is no start and finish...just a continuous circle of wrongs and rights that for sure will never reach an equilibrium, leading to the birth of a spiral...That is why, my reversed friend, there are no excesses, I am not a kid anymore and non-humanity is what keeps us still in the blow of the wind.

P.S. THC, C2H5OH, neurons, influences, cells....see why I chose biochemistry? I can do practice on myself :)
P.P.S. Poker, fajitas, Jack Daniels, good shit, you...and the rest doesn't matter....I'm coming...



This is sexy....